Losing my parents in 2009 and 2011 I was lost for a while.
Was a typical white 40 year English atheist.
Then watched the Dmt: spirit molecule on Netflix/youtube...tried it and man....nothing to be depressed about anymore.

Sorry for your loss, I know I'm a stranger, my word means nothing, but this aint the end.

I find the words ‘a few’ a wee bit bothersome. Doesn’t sound ideal. Hope you’re OK.

I think that, as you get older, you get more of a sense of your own mortality, especially when you see contemporaries of yours (either friends or people in the public eye) or people you've admired from an early age falling off the perch. For some reason, Bowie carking it affected me more profoundly than I'd have thought possible. An old school friend of mine died a couple of years ago and I still feel shaken by it. The death of my beautiful chocolate Labrador two years ago is something I'll never get over, even more so than losing my parents (and I was quite young when my mother died).

I feel I'm prepared for it now and, as time goes by, the less I'm bothered about it. I don't see it as something to fear like I might have done when I was a nipper. Life - f*cking overrated, if you ask me.

Edited by Cucking Funt (23 Mar 2018 1.48am)

I’m worried how we will cope without you.
Serious question , when you are sitting at your computer and card someone, do you stand up and hold up an imaginary yellow card? Always wondered.

Yeah I'm sure.

The first thing I do when I give someone a card is swear as it's a real pain in the bum with all of the associated form filling.

The second thing is to hold my breath and wait for the insults to be hurled my way as of course it's always my fault and is a result of me not having a life / having a superiority complex / being a direct descendant of Hitler and any other number of insults that all moderators have heard countless times before

Just refuse to croak before we lift the FA cup .