After the wolves game I was buzzing, was so happy and optimistic. I d seen us play great football instead of hoof-ball and score four goals. I d seen the wonderkid routledge scoring within a minute and p issing all over has beens like rae and ince with his runs. Every1 remarked on how happy I was for days afterwards....That was until the tuesday, when we played absolute sh ite against derby and ever since I have been pi ssed off with francis cr ap tactics and our own cr ap performances. How can we play so well and then be so bad?!! going on sunday and not looking forward to it. Come on palace put me in a good mood for mon morning!

"Freedom without opportunity is a devils gift"

Last season when we were on the box we were crap, the only game I can remember us looking class in was the Norwich game, every other game we have just hoofed the ball up the field !!!

I wish we werent on TV too because my Dad insist on watching it and gets so worked up and annoyed with Palace its me he shouts at for the next week after !!!!!

I never laughed at Clowns when I was younger however in adulthood its a different story.............. Who's laughing now !!!!!

Well to be honest I've never felt this way about Palace until now....Normally I'm ecstatic when Palace win and a pain in the arse to everyone I know when they lose.

At the moment I feel exactly the same regardless of a victory or defeat. I'm happy when we win but not depressed when we lose because I know it will enhance the chance of TF getting the sack.

It surprises me that I'm able to feel like that and almost feel guilty for doing it. It makes me wonder if I'm a true Crystal Palace fan but in my heart I know I am and have my reason for feeling like that. A different man in charge of my beloved then I know it's back to normal.

"Friend first, Boss second..Probably chilled out entertainer third" - David Brent 2002.

There was an American Football coach back in the 70's that used this line but I can steal it for this post.
"With every loss, I die a little bit. Maybe one day it's a little piece of my kidney or spleen but basically losing kills me."

Oct 26 2002-- Palace 5 Weed 0!!!

or TF : "I know we lost 6-0 but I was happy with the overall performance and hopefully we will get a bit of luck in or next match. I thought our forwards worked well defensivly and were unluky with the open gaols they missed, overall I am happy with the result !!!!

I never laughed at Clowns when I was younger however in adulthood its a different story.............. Who's laughing now !!!!!

Palace means everything to me...EVERYTHING!
Im always being told im too pashionate but I dont care considering as a lot of our fans are boring grumpy b*stards.

If Palace win, i go home so happy, and the thought of us winning last for a few days

If Palace lose, im gutted...f*ckin gutted, and im usually in a mood for hours after

When we lost to Portsmouth I was FURIOUS! went ape s***! I sprained my wrist on a metal thing inside the Holmesdale afterwards from where I punched it with anger, couldnt get over it for days, and that sight of the Portsmouth fans singing and going mad made me f*ckin JELOUS! I was gutted!!!!!! Couldnt stop myself of thinking of that result for the whole of the following week and im still really pissed off about it now! B*STARDS!!!

Red & Blue Armyyyyyyyyyy

Crystal Palace 5 - 0 Brighton & Hove Albion
ANDY JOHNSON IS OUR KING!