No it's fine, it really isn't something I am precious about as it hasn't impacted my life anywhere near as badly as many others.

I was more echoing your comment insisting that constantly worrying about the Palace seems symptomatic for many us! In a way, it's not necessarily a bad thing. I think most of my own worrying, and perhaps for others, is still related to the fact we so desperately want one of our most successful stints as a club to continue and yes, there is more room or context for wild dreams now than we've previously experienced at many a time!

Now Zaha's got a bit of green grass ahead of him here... and finds Ambrose... not a bad effort!!!!

I see Swindlehurst virtually every weekend as he drinks in the same social club as me... A really lovely man. Loves sitting and talking football. I can listen to him for hours.

Don't waste your time with jealousy. Sometimes your ahead, sometimes your behind, the race is long. But in the end it's only with yourself!!